![]() ![]() ![]() Or can I? Can I really match the efforts of those exceptional people? Do I really have the stamina and strength and natural talent to do it? I mean, I've always been behind everyone else, what makes me think I could accomplish such a challenge? Maybe I should just stay in my lane and do something else, but then I will be bitter and resentful at them because Id actually be upset with myself for not trying because I was too afraid of failing. These people really earned their success and Im deserving of nothing, but I can earn something If I choose to. Though I think I've dropped a little of my childish jealously. The emptiness in my soul has only widened. Everyone was there an exceptional individual with the skills to really do something in the world, and a lot of them had really nice bodies. ![]() The only that I know for certain is how worthless I feel for not doing anything yet. It seems like what you choose to study is a big part of you and determines not only the type of person to become but also the people in your life. I just attended a master's graduation ceremony and no I'm even more lost. ![]()
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